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  • White Noise

    White Noise

    People never detail the confusion—the way days feel like years, and seconds like hours.

  • Baking Lessons: Needing, Rising, and Letting Go

    Baking Lessons: Needing, Rising, and Letting Go

    When I took those breaths, I also learned to say, “I am enough, I am enough, I am enough.”

  • The Insanity of Eating

    The Insanity of Eating

    I didn’t usually consider how the binge felt. I just ate until I couldn’t eat anymore.

  • Out of Order

    Out of Order

    In summertime, a small group of white, middle-aged, well-educated men were obsessed with my ass.

  • Dance, Write, Love

    Before this semester in Italy, I had enjoyed writing for school, but now for the first time I was driven to write for myself. I began to need to write like I had needed to dance. Was I replacing one…

  • Regarding the Boy

    Regarding the Boy

    What happens to a place when it can no longer define itself by its history, when it tears everything down? What is the rust belt without the plants, the factories? Who is the boy without his sister?

  • The Surgeon’s Stitches

    The Surgeon’s Stitches

    “They were stupid questions because he already knew the answers to them,” Dad said. “He just hadn’t taken the time to think about them. And questions you haven’t thought out are stupid ones.”

  • Women with Facial Scars

    Women with Facial Scars

    In flaws, there’s always a story. Mine is twofold.

  • Wild Things

    Wild Things

    Statistics make us feel safe, but most of the time, they can’t predict what’s really going to happen in our life. We believe in them anyway, though.

  • Loop

    Loop

    Because we’re adept cave dwellers, because we pull down the shades and curl into each other, because we find some sort of domestic bliss in being fake-married for seven days, I think we can do anything.

  • My Sister’s Legs

    My Sister’s Legs

    Because that’s how it is with sisters. You are them. You are not them. You are broken shards from the same pane of glass, each reflecting a different light.

  • Off Record

    Off Record

    Think of this as an origin story without an origin. This is as close as you can get.