“La Femme Rouge: Redux,” a Rumpus Original Poem by Veronica Golos

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La Femme Rouge: Redux
(Red Riding Hood, Aged)

What I know is more than thorn
and thistle, whistling through
an oak forest, trees large as barns.

What I know is Wolf,
and that cannot be reckoned;
for I have been inside

Him, and have seen through His gold eyes
and smelled the world.

*

This was the choice: to be taken whole
as I was then; or,
to be eaten
bit by bit –

By whom?

By you, my dear.

*

Of what did I dream?

At night, I ran a familiar path. The stars smelled bitter.
I spoke as human—resisting
the long throat cry.

*

Each wolf has a girl inside—

*

What was it like?

His eyes, his scent, fur, teeth—the tunnel—his long lope.

*

Yes, sometimes
we grew too large
and were released
to became
a ballerina en pointe, in red shoes;
or a Charleston shaker, cake or tightrope walker—always hunting
for the moment
when lifted into leap
we were undone—
again.

*

I rubbed myself with smells:
poppy, wheat, the stalks of
contained fields. Nothing. I smeared
myself with the offal
of the pack. But I could not
bring them back.

*

That fable that you’ve read?
I can tell you this:

I was a girl, that much is true. Not innocent,
but virgin. We make too much of innocence;
perhaps we mean ignorance? But I digress.

Many times I walked in that forest, humming and
talking to myself. Singing in a low tone. Calling,
I realize now.

*

All those years outside

I saw distance and
felt the damp between my thighs.

There was little I didn’t do: the short
needle, a long affair, an intimate drunk. I
rubbed against the world trying to break back in.

You see, they thought they’d saved me. Wrapped me
in a white gown; fed me
clear broth.

*

I am tired, but here is an old woman’s secret:

Kill them all, they will return—
you’ll draw your fear through you
like an arrow to the heart. I know
what I know:

The world will burn black.
The mountains will roll their snows
Down upon your cities.
And you, two-legged, thumbed speaker
Will feed the earth, and will be gone.
And the world will be silent for an eon.

Then the Wolf
Will raise a new word,
And that word shall be Need
And we, we shall be
Inside Him,
Whole.

Veronica Golos

Read the Rumpus review of Veronica Golos’s Vocabulary of Silence.


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