National Poetry Month Day 24: Andrea Rexilius

 

 

 

 

Swarm / an arm

                                                            Agape
            To let a
 
                                                channel           charnel ground a whole ontological revision 
 
                                                                        bloom upon opening bloom
                                                                                                            opening renditions of form
 
                                                            yellow lip of daffodil in the high mountain desert of breath
                                                                                    sound makes a storm unfolding
 
on this occasion we worry
                                                            over the air
 
what arises within
                                    this inhalation of other
 
                                                                                    selves and cells
 
how contaminated
                                                                        distant bringing
 
                                                                                                            we did not see our need
 
                                                                        for boundary delimits
 
                                                                                                our interior
                                                                                                            examined
                                                                                                                        petition
 
to be bought
                        and sold
 
                                                to be made barren by want
                                                                                                be made unholy
 
by the diabolical book
                        of our own invention
                                                            there is no end
                                                                                                until flame comes
                                 
 
                                    all the leaves
                                                            and feathers of birds
                                                                                    the fur of animals, their paws
                                                                        and eyes
 
            fallen into ash
 
                                    wild herbs, the underworld
                                                                                                shadows, also gone
 
                                                            an ode to her beestung
                                                            an ode to her petals
                                                                                                            to the stitched bulb
 
            of uterus
                                                her bloodshed
 
of all that is mother all that is water all that is surrender all that is flower all that is birth all that is symbiotic all that is embryonic all that is egg all that is oval all that is plant all that is circular all that is planet all that is milk breast body climate nest terrain
                                    all that is nest terrain
                                                            I keep in my inner orbit
 
                                                                        keep in my seed sphere
                                                                                    lodged in the gut of me
 
                                                                                                                        lodged in the throat
 
                                                            we choose with
                                                                        mouths, expirations
 
                                                                                    scent glands
 
                                                                                    queen bees lodged
                                                                                                                        in fallopian tubes
                                    insects huddled, draped
in unrest
                                                            spores multiplying toward
                                                                                                                        new generation
            held acts of naming
 
marking
                                                     surfaces ineffable
 
                                    seed pod nest structure architecture from which
 
                                                                                                                        we emerge
to imagine all future openings, the forms of being, resistance
of loom bursting forth. the seepage. warning the clotted blood. warning the wound which stops the flow altogether
 
to return. to return to this state of passage. from the underworld into light. from the before into the after of light. And to hold each within us
 
                                                                                                as firmament
 
                                    on this occasion our tongues
                                                                                    burst into flame
and yet to take flight inside. and yet to soar
            inside the sky of the mind is mine
 
                                                            language a crossroads as blessing
                                                                                                as a cathedral inside our mouth
                                                                                    marsh of saliva carving out
                                                                                                tunnel cavern curvature undergrowth
                                                                     
                                                                        wilderness lives inside this mouth
                                                                                                            descent
 
                                                into dark asemic woods of writing
 
            agape
                                                                                                            to let the hand
 
a swarm of murmuration swarm of resonance, of augmentation
swarm of radiance 
 
                                                swarmed to the tender pricked plant
                                                swarm to an ending, transfigured
                        agape to
 
                        gale of resounding vibration of hush in the hum space
                                    gale of longing of honey-scented desire in the breeze
 
                                                            peonies, hydrangeas, the color of tulip

 

 

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Author photo courtesy of author

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