From the Archives: Voices on Addiction: None of This Is Bullshit
I was fine. No one and nothing could hurt me.
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Join NOW!I was fine. No one and nothing could hurt me.
...moreWaiting to turn forty-six is like standing in the unrelenting sunshine.
...moreAfterward, there was dead silence in the kitchen. I know because I held my breath. Even air molecules seemed to still.
...more“Things can catch fire even when they let each other go. But we don’t give up. We don’t stop loving them.”
...moreEveryone, even the most tell-all writer, withholds something in the interests of protecting herself or others, but my interest in my own stories has always been to use them to illustrate larger stories about the culture . . .
...moreMy father didn’t like my movie choices. He said they weren’t realistic. He’d been in the Air Force and was deployed in Vietnam. He’d brought back his own war stories.
...moreI feel guilt in the not good enough I carry alongside the not bad enough.
...moreShe gave him a small, relieved laugh. In another world, she replied.
...moreI wanted to feel in control of something, but I didn’t know how to say that.
...moreI took a deep breath. A long one. And I started rocking again.
...moreAvni Vyas discusses her debut poetry collection, LITTLE GOD.
...moreThe best books I have read about motherhood have not reassured me that these feelings will resolve.
...more“You should only bluff if you are prepared for the life it brings you,” my dad said. “You bluff, then you can’t go back.”
...moreThe bed is squeaking again so I open my eyes.
...moreI want to ask Anna for a map of desirability. Where was I before, where was I pregnant, where am I now?
...moreHow to live with a love so intense, a pressure so ripe?
...moreIn particular, Graff’s river is numinous. It’s the center of everything.
...more“Tick tock tick tock,” Raven says. “It’s my departure or yours.”
...moreI can tell he knows exactly what kind of trouble I like.
...morePoet Oliver de la Paz discusses art-making, hybrid forms, and his work.
...moreA Rumpus series of work by women, trans, and nonbinary writers that engages with rape culture, sexual assault, and domestic violence.
...more“Was it vodka?” Mama said. Her voice had cracks in it. Why ask? She knew.
...moreMan was living on the moon but Medicare was still a disaster.
...moreEmilly Prado discusses her debut essay collection, FUNERAL FOR FLACA.
...moreAnna Qu discusses her debut memoir, MADE IN CHINA.
...moreAndrés Cerpa discusses his new poetry collection, THE VAULT.
...moreAndrea Actis discusses her debut book, GREY ALL OVER.
...morePik-Shuen Fung discusses her debut novel, GHOST FOREST.
...moreDonika Kelly discusses her new poetry collection, THE RENUNCIATIONS.
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