All the Forgetting
so many ends before the end.
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...moreWriting started feeling interesting again, like it was worth it after all, and not just a boring thing that ate ham sandwiches on white bread for every meal and whose favorite book from last year was [Redacted] by [Famous author], which remained on the NYT Bestsellers List for what felt like forever.
...moreI want to leave the party through the window and find my uncle standing on a piece of iron shaped into visible desperation, which must also be (how can it not?) the beginning of visible hope.
...moreShe gave him a small, relieved laugh. In another world, she replied.
...moreAppearance aside, my boss took his work seriously.
...moreIt’s true that when I speak of machines I also mean dimensions.
...moreIn deep grief, we rotate inside of a funhouse.
...moreSecrecy stitched us a fraudulent reality. Denial masqueraded as hope.
...moreHow had he seen me upon this initial meeting? How had I seen him?
...moreI can’t relax. Bullets are on my mind.
...moreIn “Moon Moth,” Dylan Webb braids narratives amidst puppy love and quiet woods.
...more[W]hat could possibly be more cleansing than accepting that death is an unremarkable part of life?
...moreEach bug in the water is one less bug on my fruit, I tell myself, ignoring the truth: under the soil, another is born.
...moreJacqueline Woodson discusses her latest novel Another Brooklyn, the little deaths of lost friendships, and her work with children across the country as the Poetry Foundation’s Young People’s Poet Laureate.
...more“Distance” is part of a growing collection of graphic essays in which AshleyRose Sullivan tries to make sense of her oddball family history by looking at it through the lens of popular culture.
...moreMemory is the machine of creativity—its heart and soul.
...moreWe looked up as we moved. A handful of stars watched us behind a ripped black canvas of clouds. It started to rain as we all got to our cars. The skies poured down globs of heavy rain that burst out like tiny bombs around us.
...moreStill lying on the bed in the Wausau hotel room, I started counting ceiling tiles. From above the covers. Not under. Never under. I always feel constricted, under.
...more“Don’t become a professor,” he said. “I’d rather you become a garbage man. They get paid more and have better benefits.”
...moreTwenty-one years ago my mother stopped her dialysis treatments before they’d barely begun, a decision that prematurely ended her life.
...moreI try to…consider the writing process as seriously as I do entering a house with black smoke puffing from its eaves.
...more(adj.); gloomy, morose, or morbid; bad-tempered, irritable; from the Latin agra bili(s) (“black bile”) “Caleb stopped, massaged, then stopped again, as though he felt something under the skin. ‘Too big to be a morphine pump,’ he said cheerfully. At 32 years old, fresh-faced and boyishly handsome, he looks less like an undertaker than like the […]
...moreAt The Hairpin, Caitlin Doughty, mortician and author of Smoke Gets in Your Eyes & Other Lessons from the Crematory, talks about death positivity, women in the funeral business, zombies, and why she thinks the recent move toward alternative burial practices is more than just a trend: I don’t want to say it’s a trend […]
...moreI could not bring myself to talk about losing my last living grandparent, because talking about her would mean talking about the literal and figurative ocean between where I come from and where I am now.
...moreA house is just a set design, and sometimes we run lines with ghosts.
...moreThe mountains of Alabama are small mountains—foothills, really—but they are mine like a sports team is mine—like a football game (which I have for so long been near but have not really, really seen) is mine—as in the phrase “We scored! We scored!”
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