• Knott’s Berry Farm, 1996

    Knott’s Berry Farm, 1996

    At thirteen, we were not afraid to speak aloud what we already knew—we would rather die than let them see the secrets of our bodies exposed. They had taught us enough about hiya, that we feared the weight of its…

  • On Drowning

    On Drowning

    I learned from my mother, passed down from her mother, how to hold inside me a great ocean of sadness because the world is a cruel and inhospitable place. At the age of fifteen, I first told her I didn’t…

  • One Catastrophe Away from Losing Everything: A Conversation with Kim Samek

    One Catastrophe Away from Losing Everything: A Conversation with Kim Samek

    I like stories because you can take a big swing, you can do anything you can;, you can be experimental. If it doesn’t work out, it really doesn’t matter. When you work in the long form, if you take a…

  • Two Poems

    Two Poems

    A horse who cannot run is just the fallacy of a horse. Most nights, I shovel familiar names into my mouth like lovers,

  • Eurotrash as Nonfiction

    Eurotrash as Nonfiction

    I was pleasantly surprised to learn that much of the music I enjoyed incorporated some component of nonfiction. Emboldened by a breakneck beat, Eurotrash reserves space for societal commentary through the lens of the speaker’s experiences. Translations by fans on…

  • Poetics of Space: A Conversation with D.S. Waldman

    Poetics of Space: A Conversation with D.S. Waldman

    “I was always, across these various modes of expression, chasing or trying to harness this underlying current of poetry—that thing in paintings or buildings or concertos or in (some) really good prose that makes me, even if temporarily, wholeheartedly invested…

  • Two Poems

    Two Poems

    love. Even if I do love, I will never marry. Even if I do marry, it won’t

  • Rich Text and the Tunnel Vision of Love: An Interview with Seán Hewitt

    Rich Text and the Tunnel Vision of Love: An Interview with Seán Hewitt

    “It’s not a book in which plot is the central driver. What I was most interested in is how falling in love spurs James into increasing levels of hope or longing, or agony in some cases. It was a very…

  • Cold Snap

    Cold Snap

    In the time between emptying, the baby’s mother curled atop the spare mattress in the baby’s would-be room. The couple had bought two mattresses from a motel’s going-out-of-business sale—a king for the master bedroom, a full for the spare. They’d…

  • Casino

    Casino

    You hit the jackpot and I was angry at you. Lucky, lucky you. I forgot about your mother’s tumor, the fingertip edging the light switch of her pituitary gland.

  • Neighborly

    Neighborly

    I met Leeanner and Ed six years prior when I bought my house in east Austin. I had saved up the down payment working tech jobs I hated, and I was excited to nest. I told myself it was a…

  • We Never Needed Each Other

    We Never Needed Each Other

    “I have wondered if my mother’s unhappiness is rooted in having three daughters, which in a traditional Chinese family meant my parents tried unsuccessfully three times for a son. I have also wondered if my mother’s unhappiness, evidenced by her…